For the past 2 years, I've been setting my goals and planning things just for him. I've never thought of what I wanted. Except for one thing, him that is.
Studying in Singapore was one of the few things. Months ago, I was dying to go there. I would rather give up my comfortable life in Malaysia, leave my family behind, just to study there and be with him.
I don't know if it's a blessing that we broke up, because I get to stay in Malaysia and go where I want to, and am able to be with my family. Or a misfortune because well. I lost the one I loved.
So, in a nutshell, I'll be staying in Malaysia. Because I don't see the point in going to Singapore anymore. Sunway, maybe? And maybe to Canada after that.
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Okay so I just found out that someone wanked using my pics. As in like, he saw my picture and got horny and started to wank while still looking at it. Honestly, I wouldn't mind if he's hot. In fact, I'd be damn honoured because I could turn him on without doing anything.
But..
HE'S THE FUCKING CB I HATE DAMN FUCKING MUCH. THE MOST DISGUSTING, DOUCHEBAGGY PERSON ALIVE! I FEEL SO.. SICK.
He's someone who isn't perfect, isn't handsome in everyone's eyes, and certainly isn't as he described.
Ugly Fag: Perfection is what you call me. Tall, dark and handsome.
*pukes. so much that I lose 20 kg*
I'm not surprised if he sees this. He is, afterall, the stalker who WANKED AT MY PICS.
-_-