everything's a blur now. i have no definite answers for most of the questions people ask me.

can i just give up, sit in a corner, and stone?

i'm going to singapore tomorrow. i'm not excited. at all. instead i'm gonna miss. :( LONG BUS RIDES. and not knowing what to do. lucky i'll have someone to accompany me. i hope. :D

amanda and i talked on msn today.. about how we want more hair. hahaha then she started to google it and she went all scientific on me!

Amanda says: (4:55:00 PM)

so cool. wan min. you should use your amazingly sciencey brain to create some formula to increase hair.

Amanda says: (4:55:17 PM)

and i shall use my amazing amateurish journalist brain to advertise and sell it.

Amanda says: (4:55:29 PM)

we'd be sooo rich. then we can afford those sports cars.

melly says: (4:55:36 PM)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

melly says: (4:56:16 PM)

no really i want more hair

melly says: (4:56:29 PM)

if i manage to find out what she did to her hair

melly says: (4:56:37 PM)

i'll tell u and we'll get ours done like that one day

Amanda says: (4:56:37 PM)

ohhh lemme google it now :D

(yada yada yada)

Amanda says: (5:01:34 PM)

GRRRR the website keeps talking about what causes it, but doesn't say how to increase hair.

Amanda says: (5:01:56 PM)

okay so it can be caused if we dye our hair, perm it, blow dry it all the time (EEEKS thats what i do after every shower)..

Amanda says: (5:02:06 PM)

and if we tie or braid it too tightly

melly says: (5:02:16 PM)

omg i blow dry it all the time

melly says: (5:02:16 PM)

-.-

Amanda says: (5:02:41 PM)

i know me too. I NEED to. if not my hair goes all retarded.

Amanda says: (5:02:48 PM)

get this: Hormone problems. If your thyroid gland isn't working right, it can also cause hair loss. (The thyroid gland sits in the front of the lower neck and makes important hormones that keep the body healthy.) Severe problems with nutrition also can result in unhealthy hair that falls out or breaks easily.

Amanda says: (5:03:16 PM)

omg we need to google how to increase the amount of keratin in our body

Amanda says: (5:03:38 PM)

our hair is made up of keratin. like our fingernails!! OMG! This is so cool. we're having our own research science class.

melly says: (5:03:51 PM)

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

melly says: (5:03:58 PM)

AMANDA I JUST WANNA HAVE MORE HAIR

melly says: (5:04:00 PM)

spare me!!

Amanda says: (5:04:01 PM)

EWWWWW hair loss is also caused by ringworms!!! WTF!!!!!

Amanda says: (5:04:10 PM)

HAHAHHA i'm getting there woman!

Amanda says: (5:04:51 PM)

OHHH!!!!

Amanda says: (5:04:54 PM)

I GOT TO THAT PART!!! :D:D:D

Amanda says: (5:04:58 PM)

we need more iron!

Amanda says: (5:05:03 PM)

such as red meat.

(yada yada yada)

Amanda says: (5:06:28 PM)

Additionally, a diet rich in omega-3 fatty acids, vitamin B12, and biotin may play a role in the condition of your hair. Although these nutrients won't put hair back on your head, they may help preserve the shine, strength, and integrity of your hair. Cold-water fish, such as salmon and herring, are good sources of these nutrients.

Amanda says: (5:07:13 PM)

ah i found an article about hair volume! maybe its the one you wanted...

Amanda says: (5:07:49 PM)

GRR its some lame article about using hair volumizer thingamajigy. that mousse.

AMANDA YOU'RE SO CUTEEEE. :)

i seriously need more hair. HAIR ON THE HEAD. not anywhere else please.

maybe i should keep this to myself, hide what i'm feeling.

I'M STILL AWAKE. geez.

went to malacca today. cuz there was this company trip thing. so yeah. went with parents and their employees. to A'Famosa. it's cool if you're the kind who gets tanned but whitens easily. it's NOT cool if you're like me. you get black and it takes a century to have a lighter skin tone. so i stoned there.

car rides are boring also. my brother and his friend did nothing else but eat and sleep. i mean, what can you do in a car right? so yeah. the journey from KL to malacca was damn boring. because someone who was supposed to accompany me through texts, was still sleeping like a pig. D:
journey back was okay because i slept.

dude. this post is getting boring. i'm sleepy now.

celebrated my results and birthday with my family, my other family, and my relatives. :) went to Gu Yue Tien at Chulan Square. dinner was FAB. and being their usual selves, they came in and congratulated me. "Congrats ah! wah, wan min big girl already. so, where's the bridegroom?"
yeah. used to it already. cold jokes. LOL.

as i'm typing this, i'm looking up ahead, at one of the employees, not working but looking at random pictures of corals (i think) and using msn. omg man the corals are damn ugly but cute.

as we didn't inform them about the dinner earlier, no one came with presents. :( BUT CASH. :D woo. for once in my life, i have too much money to spend. FOR ONCE. this person here, she who has zero savings, gave money to her brother. because all of a sudden i'm richer than someone who saves money. HEEHEE. my bro was looking at me with jealousy in his eyes. okay, so i felt bad. and gave him money. but GUESS WHAT? he blogged and said i ONLY gave him 100 bucks. i shall emphasize again, ONLY rm 100. eh brother, rm100 is better than nothing okay.

so yeah. pictures up laterrr. :D
oh oh, i'm going to sg next week. :)

yayyyyy. finally got my results yesterday. my results are the same as fazlin's. so, good job to us both! :D but it sucks that our I.T results are still pending. gosh. it's like taking them forever ._. oh well. i hope the results will turn out good when the real certificates are out. sooo. overall we did okay, i guess. ashley, i'm sorry you got such a grade for english. :| but i'll do whatever i can to get you through this. :)

to divert her attention from that problem (or perhaps to have an unplanned birthday dinner), we went to one utama. most of us were from aqua and aer. and three from terra. it was just a simple dinner and stuff. but it rocked. :) nothing will ever feel as great as being with your high school friends. reminiscing about all that we shared, brought laughter and a tinge of sadness. because we just don't see each other as often anymore.

at first we wanted to have dinner at chillis. so we waited for them to set up, cuz there were like 13 of us, and we didn't want to be separated. :P and i swear, it took them forever. in the end? we were separated and the waitress put words in boom's mouth. HAHAA.

service sucks? no problem. change restaurant loh. so we went to TGIF. IT WAS SO EMBARASSING. GOSH. i was wearing a mini skirt. and they made me stand on a chair, hold a chilli sauce bottle as my mic, and give a speech. DUDE. i suck at giving speeches. impromptu ones especially. halfway through the struggle, the waiter came and told me to hold my mic up higher, because they might not hear me. i was like, HUH? does this thing really work? and he said, yes it does. -_- then my people sang the loudest birthday song i've ever heard. :) overall, it was great. when was the last time i spent my birthday with a bunch of friends? when i was 11. LOL.

before we left, ashley asked ben to give me a birthday hug. does it even exist? i guess she made that up. :x AND AMANDA IS SO GONNA KILL ME NOW. thanks to ashley la.



dear friend sister, it's okay to fall. the most important thing is to know how to get back up and start walking again. it's also okay if you can't get up yourself. your friends and family will be there. there are plenty of choices out there. if this one doesn't work out, we can go for another. we're opened to options. :) because falling and getting back up, are learning experiences.

note to self and note to you: it's okay to fall. just don't fall for the same reason again. we shall learn from our mistakes.


oh right, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :) may i grow taller and become smarter and wiser, have double eye-lids, LOSE SOME WEIGHT, and be happy. :)

me : eh, are you crying?
ash : no!
joshua : *stares at ash's eyes to see if they're teary*
ash : see la! now he's looking at me with a weird look. eh, you also look like you're crying.
joshua : *tries to stare at my eyes too* i can't see her eyes.
me : HAHAHAHAHA.
boom : *said something about being SEPET*

xD

many many many things happened/are going to happen. both fortunate and unfortunate.

Fortunately;
- GOT MY PAY :D
- met marcus :)
- BIRTHDAY! What, you forgot? It's okay. You're reminded now. <3

Unfortunately;
- someone who I know but don't, passed away.
- someone I (sortof) know, got kidnapped.
- am getting results next week.
- going to Singapore soon.

random pics from Tioman.