yayyyyy. finally got my results yesterday. my results are the same as fazlin's. so, good job to us both! :D but it sucks that our I.T results are still pending. gosh. it's like taking them forever ._. oh well. i hope the results will turn out good when the real certificates are out. sooo. overall we did okay, i guess. ashley, i'm sorry you got such a grade for english. :| but i'll do whatever i can to get you through this. :)

to divert her attention from that problem (or perhaps to have an unplanned birthday dinner), we went to one utama. most of us were from aqua and aer. and three from terra. it was just a simple dinner and stuff. but it rocked. :) nothing will ever feel as great as being with your high school friends. reminiscing about all that we shared, brought laughter and a tinge of sadness. because we just don't see each other as often anymore.

at first we wanted to have dinner at chillis. so we waited for them to set up, cuz there were like 13 of us, and we didn't want to be separated. :P and i swear, it took them forever. in the end? we were separated and the waitress put words in boom's mouth. HAHAA.

service sucks? no problem. change restaurant loh. so we went to TGIF. IT WAS SO EMBARASSING. GOSH. i was wearing a mini skirt. and they made me stand on a chair, hold a chilli sauce bottle as my mic, and give a speech. DUDE. i suck at giving speeches. impromptu ones especially. halfway through the struggle, the waiter came and told me to hold my mic up higher, because they might not hear me. i was like, HUH? does this thing really work? and he said, yes it does. -_- then my people sang the loudest birthday song i've ever heard. :) overall, it was great. when was the last time i spent my birthday with a bunch of friends? when i was 11. LOL.

before we left, ashley asked ben to give me a birthday hug. does it even exist? i guess she made that up. :x AND AMANDA IS SO GONNA KILL ME NOW. thanks to ashley la.



dear friend sister, it's okay to fall. the most important thing is to know how to get back up and start walking again. it's also okay if you can't get up yourself. your friends and family will be there. there are plenty of choices out there. if this one doesn't work out, we can go for another. we're opened to options. :) because falling and getting back up, are learning experiences.

note to self and note to you: it's okay to fall. just don't fall for the same reason again. we shall learn from our mistakes.


oh right, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :) may i grow taller and become smarter and wiser, have double eye-lids, LOSE SOME WEIGHT, and be happy. :)

me : eh, are you crying?
ash : no!
joshua : *stares at ash's eyes to see if they're teary*
ash : see la! now he's looking at me with a weird look. eh, you also look like you're crying.
joshua : *tries to stare at my eyes too* i can't see her eyes.
me : HAHAHAHAHA.
boom : *said something about being SEPET*

xD